Abba Father, Lord and Holy One of heaven, I’m sorry.
I see in the lives of David, Abraham and Elijah that complicity starts with doing nothing. It begins with realising others are being abused and with choosing to step back, deciding to not intervene, resolving to stay right out of the situation. But, actually, that’s not staying out at all. It’s siding, by default, with the abuser and perpetrating an alliance with the spirit of abuse, Belial. The longer I do nothing, the more time I choose to be a silent observer of another’s torment, the deeper my cooperation with Kronos becomes.
I’m sorry for doing nothing. Forgive me.
I see too that, as time progresses and my complicity with Kronos grows, my trust of You, Father, dwindles. Instead of operating in faith, I protect myself with small deceptions. And instead of repenting when I see the serious consequences of those lies and half-lies, deliberate ambiguities and concealments of critical information, I repeat the deceptions. I double-down in rationalising my behaviour. My heart grows harder, especially when my deception has brought me great reward.
Then, when I am tested, I have nothing to fall back on but myself. I don’t have You because I’ve chosen not to trust You. The enemy tests me and betrays me at one and the same time. And I sabotage myself.
In desperation I reach out for You, even while I’m still holding hands with the spirit of abuse. Kronos retains his hold on me because I’m so afraid to let go and risk the fall into Your arms. I’m not sure You’ll catch me. So I’m stuck with and in Time because I am so uneasy about unconditional surrender to You. I want to choose to walk in the eternal now of Your presence but the implementation of that choice is beyond my capability. Help my unbelief.
Lord, there are times when I’m tempted to agree with my boss and my superiors, and to speak outside of my authority just like the false prophets did. Just as they knew what Ahab expected of them to keep their positions, I’ve known just what has been expected of me. Lord, I repent of the times that fear kept me from speaking truth in Your name, when it caused me to speak deception in Your name, when it prompted me to keep silence. I repent of the times I dishonoured Your name. I ask Jesus to empower my words of repentance and grant me the courage to be like Micaiah and stand against the crowd.
Lord, strengthen me to keep covenant with You and no other.
In Jesus’ faithful name. Amen
Anne thank you for sharing this prayer. I’ve recognised my complcity with those spirits.
I share Jesus about Jesus to my family. I am not sure where my boundary be as most of people i reach out have parents and felt authority causing biases and beliefs. And most often those authority hinders or add more pain. I felt there’s wall getting through.
I also read in one of your post i cant remember how long it was.
I have dreamt about a headless man twice but not for me for different people. Can you please give some insight about it. Like what should i do or not to do. Its out of my depth and need help.
The headless man (or the bodiless head) are both images of the spirit that chases after you to undo the good that you do. It is a symbol of Pan, the spirit of the hunt, and also of Azazel, the scapegoat. So if you have had a dream for other people about this, then that would be the message within the dream – that a spirit of rejection and panic, or a person influenced by such a spirit, is attempting to undo the good they are doing. It is wise to pray for God to rebuke this spirit.
What causes someone to not see the abuse that is going on? Yes, it was stealthy and done in darkness, but I never discerned it in my heart. I never saw it, nor suspected it. I think I would have discerned it if something was not at work preventing me to do so. I am sure you have insights. Thank you for your beautiful words of life in Jesus.
Margery
The occult specialty of the spirit of abuse is group mind control. This is different from the individual mind control exercised by Leviathan. Group mind control affects an entire group of people. It is so powerful that it is really not possible for people to acknowledge or discern or realise what is actually going on. Any effort to change the situation is a waste of time until the group mind control is gone. So it’s important to pray for removal of the group mind control and keep on praying persistently until it lifts. At that point, it may be possible to act to alter the situation.
I can understand all your words and it is indeed a help in theory but I am not able to apply it in my own lifes entanglement, it is so complicated.